January 2011
Neil Young just did a cover of “Don’t be tardy for the party”. What is going on?!
Wilhelms Scream
December 2010
“May your coming year be filled with magic and dreams and good madness. I hope...”
– ~ Neil Gaiman (via gatekeeper)
Dear 2010, I will be repressing you for the rest...
Just some things you taught me:
-the past comes back to haunt you. always. always. ALWAYS. So learn how to make amends
-In illness and in death, the cream rises to the top. unfortunately, sometimes there isn’t very much cream
-I’m the sane one…sometimes (scary)
-the friends you looooose weren’t your friends to begin with, there are usually only one, maybe two people...
This day will consist of:
a sinking feeling in the bottom of my stomach and in the pit of my heart
crying, sobbing, hyperventilating
hugs and condolences
seeking comfort in the face of old friends, of past friends, of people I shared 18 or so years of my life with
a community uniting
more crying
more sobbing
feeling like everything just sucks. really sucks.
walking around like a zombie...
Watchandrewsimpsonsmith:
will always reblog
Girl crush #1
WHY is everything getting WORSE?! Just want it to be next week, and then school, and then maybe everything will be O.K.
O.K.
ok…
O.K?
the next two days are going to be two of the worst…
The world needs to stop throwing reality in my face and just calm the fuck down for once
I just want it to be 2011
“It’s easy to be miserable. Being happy is tougher — and cooler.”
– Thom Yorke (via kari-shma)
Right now I just want...
a hug. to see certain people, in certain places to sleep, until everything goes away a new year, with a new start, and new beginnings everyone to get together, to get over themselves to let go of grudges, of the past, to move on and to realize how inconsequential everything is in the face of a loss of a friend
Even when you can’t do anything else, there is always writing
I feel something slowly creeping up around me, and I think it’s called LIFE
“All good things are wild and free.”
– Henry David Thoreau (via libraryland)
“You spend your whole like stuck in the labryinth, thinking about how you’ll...”
– Alaska, Looking for Alaska (via motherrose)
Looking forward to the future. whatever it (holds) and whatever it >brings<
I want to
Move.
Study abroad?
Transfer???
l.e.a.v.e.
One more semester here. Just one more. Let’s hope life is more kind to me.
Bring it 2011
Did you spend your entire childhood unloved, living in a closet?
“Great minds discuss ideas, average minds discuss events, small minds discuss...”
“Without art, the crudeness of reality would make the world unbearable.”
– George Bernard Shaw (via libraryland)
Somehow I need to tackle this massive booklist over break
Faust
Brave New World
The Poetry of Aldous Huxley
To the Lighthouse
The Waves
Orlando
How to be Alone
The Discomfort Zone
Good Omens
American Gods
Light My Fire
yea….
I don’t know. Not really.
look at my wittle brudder being all successful &... →
awesome
I’m not allowed to have anymore sugar. Good thing I pounded those Christmas cookies before going to the doctor…
Already counting down the days until next semester when I can:
Go to school
Be in classes
LEARN
Attempt to find some sort of human connection outside of myself…Could I possibly be so lucky to find people [my age?] that I would actually bond with? You know…meet a couple of cool cats that just ‘click’
Be gotten by someone who ‘gets’ me
BE. HEALTHY!
Live...
Our life is made up of things…
Things we have.
Things we want.
Things we can’t control.
Things that happen to us
Things we cling to
Things we can’t let go
Things that drive us mad
Things we are
…and don’t want to be
We all…
Want something
Need something
But sometimes we…
Have nothing
While,
Searching for anything
We are the things we...
Sex Trafficking in India →
A photo story.
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2010-12-12) →
Yeah Yeah Yeahs (46)
Animal Collective (21)
Why? (18)
Jónsi (17)
Édith Piaf (12)
Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
Oh, the desperate need we have for human connection….
Just realized it’s almost 2011 and I legit spent this entire year asleep. Sleeping. The entire year I was asleep
and today I think I’m going to have to sleep some more. Because I have a….
cold.
cold.
cold.
Tea for me is all I need.
“A creation of importance can only be produced when its author isolates himself,...”
– Johann Wolfgang von Goethe (via libraryland)
currently reading Faust and it’s beautiful…
Gil Scott-Heron - Running
WHY am I just finding...